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2005/02/03(Thu) In September, we stopped at a psychic reading
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In September, we stopped at a psychic reading for fun.
He was told to get married by the end of the year otherwise
we would break up. But we will break up anyway,
so she suggested to go to
“clean-up specialist” to clear a bad karma.
I know she is cheating. But I feel weird. What did she really mean?
Is there anything? I don’t want to believe we can’t be happy.
If it is true, I want to change it.

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I do not feel that she is cheating you,
she just told you what she saw,but you
are afraid that she might be right and this is
why you are here.

What I see is that this man is your soul mate,but I do see
that he is sensitive and you are very strong in your personality and I see that it is hard for you to trust
people in general because,

I see that you have had a lot of dissapointments in the past.
I see that the other psychic is right but you
have a lot of time before you need to do anything to solve this and when you feel ready please let me know and
I can help you in this matter..

2004/12/27(Mon) I was born as temporal death...
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I was born as temporal death, so I’ve had many
physical problems and been to see a doctor.
I ’ve been struggled with this condition, but no
detail test showed any problem although how hard and
serious my condition is.

So even my family thought I was lazy.
Since my father past away 3 years ago suddenly,
unbelievable unhappiness continued.
I don’t know which one is the biggest trauma.
I started healing, but every teacher said
“this is because of karma from a previous life. ”
The situation doesn’t change, so I decided to learn
healing technique. The teacher said,
“there is something in your mind,”
but I really don’t know what it is. I want to relax and regain a
regular life. Since I’m unemployed now,
I can’t pay for an expensive reading,
so I’m glad to have this chance.
Please advise me.

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What i see is that this problem is from the past life and
what i see is that in order for this to be clear in this life you are supposed to spend time doing work to help others ,
and if you do i see that you will feel better.

I see that you are intelligent ,but it is very hard for you to be open to spiritual things,and the more you reject,
you are prolonging this karma..

2004/11/09(Tue) I feel tightness in my chest...
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I feel tightness in my chest whenever I recite a sutra in front of family alter.

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the reason that i see you are having this trouble is i feel that there is something in the past that you did that you were not supposed to do,and i feel that the spirits are angry with you. but i feel that what you need to do is to focuse more on forgivness then on prayer.

2004/10/22(Fri) He’s so selfish
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I’ve been married for 7 years and 10months.
He’s so selfish that once he doesn’t like anything, and gains stress, then he becomes violent and has domestic violence, affair, verbal violence and spends money recklessly.
So I started thinking of divorce from 2 and half years ago.
We separated for a month. But he wanted to try again and we did.
He stopped violence and affair, but I can’t trust him and became psychosomatic disorder from 1 and half years ago.

But I’m afraid of the future. Since I have a license, I can earn $50,000 by myself. I can financially independent but if I think about my child, it may be better to continue marriage.

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This problem comes from your matrilineal ancestors.
I have to look into your past life, but according to sins your ancestors did, the curse comes on you.
That’s why your husband does revenge on you.
On the other hand, he regrets what he is doing.
He has no control about that. He’s just manipulated by spiritual force.

So don’t divorce with him. There is a significant meaning to be
with him in this life time. For your child, you should be together.

2004/10/06(Wed) Even though I work hard....
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Even though I work hard, I’m always tight with money.

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what i see is that the problem that you have is that your thougts about money are too small.

I see that you need to start thinking bigger amounts of money in order for you to support the lifestyle that you want and also taking care of basic expenses as well.

2004/09/23(Thu)
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My 55 year old sister is in a nursing home after her brain hemorrhage.
Even though she doesn\'t want to be there, but because of lives of mine, another sister and brother (he lives alone even though he is on a wheel chair from cervical spine injury) she stays in the nursing home. I feel very sorry to her, but I can’t take care of her.

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Well there is only one solution to this problem, and that is for her to live with you and hire a live I nurse, or rent an apartment and let her live with a nurse.
I know that this is not easy, but living with this problem is not easy either..

2004/09/10(Fri) What kind of future is waiting for me?
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I feel everyday is hard. I'm busy with a club activity from morning till evening even in summer holiday.

I'm more unhappy since I broke up recently with my ex-boyfriend after 3 years relationship.

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What feel is that you are letting your circumstances control you, when you should be controlling your circumstances?

I see that you do have the power to change the things that you don\'t like in your life, but I feel that you have adjusted to this way of thinking, but now that you are aware you should change.

I see that it would be a good idea for you to do something soon to future your education and this will help to open more doors for you in business.

Your personality is resourceful to get what you want, but the problem is that you don\'t know what you want.

Because you always have a hard time in love this is why you keep yourself so busy with work, to run from feeling depressed.
But at the end of the day you still feel bad.
So work part time, go you school. Meet a good guy there get married and have two kids...

2004/08/20(Fri) I am gay, living in London.
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I am gay, living in London. I do not know where I stand at the moment in life. I broke up with my partner a year ago in 2003, and had a crush on a guy I met on the Internet, and could not burn off my feelings for a long time.
Now, I feel that there is a change in my energy, and I seem to take things all calmly. But, I feel as if I lost my emotions, and I do not have much feelings as I used to have. Besides, even though I do not get emotional at all these days, I cannot still get rid of my feelings for the Internet guy. I wonder if I am just going through a phase in my life, or this is more like a warning that I should start doing something. Indeed, I have done some meditation and I worked quite well.

Hope you could give me some advice as to what is happening and will happen in the future.

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What I see is that you are correct. This is just a phase that you are going through. Also I see that the guy from the internet has some one else and right now what you are doing is keeping your feelings protected. I see that you went through a lot of dissapoinment in the past and as a result you are not thinking that the future holds much better. But I do see that you will meet your soul mate at the begining of the new year and then you will feel as excited as a kid in a candy store.

2004/08/02(Mon) I really do believe in psychics and am in need of desperate help at present.
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I really do believe in psychics and am in need of desperate help at present. I have been il for over 8 years due to an MTA and have tried to practice, but with difficulty. Both my parents died in the UK -I live in New zealand. I have no siblings and cannot find any of my uncles, cousins in the UK. Mother destroyed the family directory before her death and for dome reason never trusted me - she seemed jealous of me. Yet I still love her and father. I am an adult orphan.My husband has just walkedout onme and left me with no money, food andleft his wedding band- yet I know he loves me and i him. I am crying as iwrite thid to you as i see the only way out as death as i know I'll come around again. All my dreams come true, andmy nanna said i was special, but I feel so confused and desperate that i don't knoe which way toturn. I have given in my professional life so much to others, and although I don't expect anything in return. I am now desperate for help and guidance, but there is none here. Even the Salvation Army wouldn't help at Xmas when i couldn't get out of bed. The hospital wouldn't admit me and has not even assessed me properly. My back is a mess according toan orthpeding surgeon and he cannot risk operating. I have ripped carilages in both my knees - they didn't even find thatoutand i have to take morphine toease the pain. I spend most of my time crying, and really wanting to die as i see no way out of this misery. I have had enough pain to last a lifetime, and still cannot walk without great pain. My husband left me without heat, food, or any money. I would have loved a child, but it is to late now. I still try to help others even from my bed. Patients who seem to think I am the best psychologist they have met. But I am so desperately tired of fighting and trying to get our life (hubby and I)going again that i truly wish God and his angels wouldtake me from this earh to a better place. I would love some peace and just sufficient money to get by. But I feel truly lost and pray to die. I'm not depressed, I've just runout of steam and see no future at all. I tried to take my lifeat Xmas, and should have died, but didn't - its as if the powers that are in the universe don't want me to. why, I don't know. Please, please if you can help me, I beg of you. You look a kind person and i don't know whereelse to turn. I feel I have a strong psychic contact to you, and again I don't know why. PLease, please, I beg of you help me to help others and myself at present, because if I'm no use then i cannot be of much use to others. You have my consent to use whwhat i say in any way you like, as I believe in you, and i think you will feel the desperation I feel even though we are miles apart. I was told you would help, but given my frame of mind, I don't know whether this is true. I can only beg, and pray as it is all I
have left, and I will.

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First of all dying is not as simple as you think. Everyone has a purpose on this earth, and so do you. I see that you are born to do work to help people. I also feel that you have some psychic ability as well. So this is why you feel connected to me. But the reason that you are going though so much difficulty in this life is because I see that this is your karma. And I see that you need to solve this karma in this life time. I see that you need to be working with children and I feel that physically you are not really taking care of yourself anymore, you need to start doting that. This is a test and challenge that you can pass. So don't give up. It's always darkest before dawn...I will keep you in my prayers.

2004/07/02(Fri) Please give me some advice.
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I have stared our relationship with cohabitation to marriage process with my husband for close to 8 years since we have a relationship between us. I offered to tell my husband that I want to divorce with him in last September. He didn’t accept it. However, cohabitation period, he repeated love affair, violence, changed his job through many times for 8 years.

I have no intention to spend life time period with my husband anymore. We discussed each other and as a result of this, he told me that give me a year to restore our relationship. It is getting close to our time limit after 2 months. 2 months before a year, he already broke up one of promise. He promised me that I have been keeping work in the same place; however, he already chanced his work. I have been hated him every day by day, and right now, I feel like don’t want to share space with him any more even for a short while. I’m getting confused my feeling about him. I am in constant anxiety that he will divorce with me as our promise a year ago. Please give me some advice.

First I see that he has no intension of getting a divorce. Second, he is control addict. Third, you have given him way to much power over you, you have a lot of trouble besides him, you give a very weak impression to people, and as a result they take advantage of you, and then you end up feeling sorry for yourself. This is a bad habit that you have. The right thing for you to do is, get up off your ass, and get out of there, divorce or not.